To be alone inside your head
Muffled muted screams
Never truly seen
Always smiling to please
This is a place no one should belong
Yet for too long I lived there
Day turns nights today into yesterday
Upon waking each morning I pray
Not giving up in my quest
Everyone needs a safe space
For me Its You, my, my safe space…
My safe space is YOU without hesitation.
Love, Life and Poetry
by Jill Blackwood 2019
It was dark before me
I entered bringing the light
That I am
We sought each other
In opposite direction
Touched, met, mate….we multiplied
I became dark
I grew into the light
Entered this world to screams not of my own
I open my eyes
I am wiped clean of the blood
As life flows through my views
I am born and begin a new life
Learning again to eat, drink, crawl, walk run, read and write…till I come here..and I type…
‘Yes Jill’ Turn me on with your mind!
By now I am grown, yet still unborn
Excited by these moments of life
Returns to swipe right before I left, tindering with delight in deletion
You…caught me and I saved myself…
I silently laugh in this moment and type without protocol or protection and vie for detection, my mind wonders on our incense oils and my beautiful toes…
I paused here;
I pause to remember the most recent lost human souls…
R.I.P? How…when the world is left in such turmoil by your endings and disappearings…certainly gone…not just missing and its my heart that cries
All run so high as we try to carry on and seek answers and solutions, we the People immediately reply, we come with and GIVE Love, LOve, LOVe, LOVE… the love that keeps on giving and giving as the nation is grieving or trying to keep living..
I stop as I remember the time….
Life goes on, even through that black hole
And these are on going…memoirs of a human soul
I shall be back to type as it is in the now now moment and I have new experiences yet to write!
(c) Jill.Blackwood 2017
Yes I smile when I write, I write more when I smile, more I smile, more I write
Yes. It’s rare, yet beautiful to be able to make others smile just by being yourself!
At times there are no words to express how one feels…
No language is available to utter our deep rooted unspoken thoughts…
Yet we know it when we feel it and think on it after we thought it..whatever ‘it’ is.
When there is something stopping you from doing or being, it just takes 1 spark
1 spark reignites flames, burned bright till embers settle into soul sought words that play write from the heart
Wordplay isn’t a game when it magnifies into lives…words that change our reality
The letters we choose to share and unleash upon this world has real impact
In other words, as the picture tells the words I type…How you make others feel about themselves says alot about YOU!
No need to rush nor blush just accept these simple 3 words…:)😊
I Thank You…(for making me smile!)
Peace n Thanks For Reading Me…❤ Jilly B xx
Live Good or Die Trying©J.Blackwood
You Are Unique, Special & Original
Talented, Gifted & Beautiful
You Are Easy On The Eye
But Became Harsh On My Senses
I Invite You To Open
Up, When You Are Ready
Feel Free To Own Your Past
Claim Your Future
Talk To Me
Share Your Good, Bad & Ugly
It IS Easy
One Lie Is All It Takes
That Was The First Mistake
Two Lies & I Ask Why?
The Undeniable Becomes Explainable
You Lied To Me Effortlessly
Hid The Truth So Easily
With NO Good Reason To Lie, Not To Me….
So Who Were You Kidding?
Fake Is So Hard To Maintain
And The Truth? Is Easily Explained.
Love Life & Poetry©J.Blackwood
What Was Once The Undeniable Unexplainable Is Now So Easily Explained!