Memoirs of a human soul…


It was dark before me
I entered bringing the light
That I am
We sought each other
In opposite direction
Touched, met, mate….we multiplied
I became dark
I grew into the light
Entered this world to screams not of my own
I cried
I open my eyes
I am wiped clean of the blood
As life flows through my views
I am born and begin a new life
Learning again to eat, drink, crawl, walk run, read and write…till I come here..and I type…

Today: Replied

‘Yes Jill’ Turn me on with your mind!
By now I am grown, yet still unborn
Excited by these moments of life
Returns to swipe right before I left, tindering with delight in deletion

You…caught me and I saved myself…

I silently laugh in this moment and type without protocol or protection and vie for detection, my mind wonders on our incense oils and my beautiful toes…

I paused here;

I pause to remember the most recent lost human souls…


R.I.P? How…when the world is left in such turmoil by your endings and disappearings…certainly gone…not just missing and its my heart that cries

All run so high as we try to carry on and seek answers and solutions, we the People immediately reply, we come with and GIVE Love, LOve, LOVe, LOVE… the love that keeps on giving and giving as the nation is grieving or trying to keep living..
I stop as I remember the time….
Life goes on, even through that black hole

And these are on going…memoirs of a human soul

I shall be back to type as it is in the now now moment and I have new experiences yet to write!

(c) Jill.Blackwood 2017


We are all connected…


Question Is: Are we truly awake?   & How do we know if this life is just a dream or reality? 

In truth we don’t know, all we can do is live this life to the fullest and be the best we can be to achieve whatever it is we set out to be complete, happy and feel as whole as possible living the life we desire or working towards ‘that life’ ‘That Life’ is the bit that connects us all in this life, as each of us quest to pursue our dreams and live out our days as happy as we possibly can, we need each other in order to attain the very life experiences that bring us more of what we seek….which is more Love, Peace, Unity, Harmony, Comfort and Joy for without these elements on our lives we experience the actual opposites being Hate, War, Segregation, Sadness and Unlimited Negativities. 

If our nature is to please other people and to serve others in this world, our instincts will always lead us to situations that allow us to demonstrate just how well we can bring happiness and change people’s lives for the better…we become caregivers, creators, helpers, teachers, parents and find it easy to take on job roles that enable us to ‘please’ and ‘care’. We need each other in this world and together we make it a better place.

Everything we do for others to make life good for them, brings us happiness. So we owe it to ourselves to communicate with ‘self’, be honest and open with ourself & continue what we do well for ourselves first and foremost. This has to include reality checks and regular self health checks for mind and body!

Self Love, Self Care, Self Truth. Maintenance of health from mind, body to spirit/soul is essential and paramount to a lasting sense of wellbeing and promotes longevity of life.

It can be very easy to get caught up in world or community events, local issues or lose sight of our personal goals because bigger issues affect the status quo. It can be easy to get carried away, over drawn into social media and the hype of being instantly connected to the World Wide Web or WWW and starts from when we wake in the morning – we check the time, check our phones, latest notifications/updates/posts/likes/dislikes/followers and who is up or down thumbing us and others.

We check our diary, emails, messages, social media updates and possibly the husband, wife, partner, kids, dog, cat and other additions the  community of our heart…it goes on  through the night sometimes constant checking and re-checking of external sources of what brings us more ‘feelings or emotions’ be they good bad or ugly.

How often do we check ourselves?
Upon waking we check external beings via mobile devices and we ensure everything outside of ourselves made it through the night, that all is all right & recharged.
But what about you?
Did you check yourself?
How are you doing?
Do we check our well-being?
How is your health today?  You also need to recharge and restore yourself in order to be the best version of you, to be healthy, happy and to last as long as possible in this life. So, as we check up on each other so too must we check up on ourselves first!

I reminded myself that the world truly is in our hands and we are all connected…in one way or another!

As I sat searching for words to share with the world,  I too had to pause, look around and check myself ‘pinch if doubt’ popped into my mind and I smiled knowing that I was all right, and I hope that you are well also. For we are all one as part of the human race.

Live Good or Die Trying – Jill Blackwood

Even if it’s just through reading this post we are connected just that bit more! In truth we are all awake and connect with each other one by one as we raise the vibration of this planet.  And as we unite we are all simply connecting the dots in our pursuits of happiness, living the life we chose to live.