I view the brightest of all lights
while I peek..
Smiling right back at me….Unique-ly
Looking through the gaps of my finger tips
Wondering if he see’s me
Peeking Through Fingers….
I remove my hands, coz I wanna be free
I want him to see me looking directly at him
Within a snap of these snap fingers – we click
No, no I’m not looking for a Soul Partner or Life Mate
He is already here…. we just need to have our first date!!
So – Lest we digress….
Last night, I poured my heart out and got rid of the ache
Surrounded by empowering women, I told the truth
I spoke with a mild heart and slight confusion
But with Good Reason
Affirming what I already knew
Me and Mr yesterday was through
Persuaded to Love
Persuaded to let go
And Just like that, I flew….
There are no Buts….
I’ve not given up on Love
My future partner
or the happy ever after
I am so so Worthy
And no, I don’t need a man to ‘make me a Melody’
As I spoke last night – I didn’t need to convince me
‘Alone’ isn’t that bad a company to me…
I needed to share –even if just one woman became empowered by my testimony
Lord knows to tell – twas not an easy story
But who do I lie to, how do I fake it
To Myself? after too many sleepless nights alone,
& endless waitings by the phone
It never rang…
and I suffered “INSOMNIA” or so he told me….
Anyways I thanks Goodness, We are now HIStory!
Coz clearly it was he that needed me….especially when I was needy!
I’ve learned we must not overpay dues and owe no one our lives….
even if they rang 999 and held your feet close to the drop line….
As I walk talk and strong, healthy and well – my man should be glad to walk with me
Not try to control and wrongly convince me into his oppressed reality
Nah…. today i’m looking through windows wide eyed
Just my eyes looking, Love that comes without a season,
Is full of reason and is there for a lifetime….❤️
I am so Worthy and command Love to me….
Yes yes, it’s all and more than I can and will be…
Am gonna start to confess, I am so very happy!
Happy is the BEST Company for me!!
(for now at least ;o) Being single too long, gets lonely
Happy that ‘he’ sees me and wants to know me – All of me
So I will write and right, and right some more
Creating My Destiny…..
No matter what happens ….I will Allways Love and Love Life More
I am so so Worthy!
But Tonight, I’m Peeking Though Fingers…..
Hoping he cannot see me taking a glance, while
Trying to compose my stance…
Just a lil looky looky – no nookie!